INSOMNIAX: waking dreamscapes

Rolling…crashing with such intensity, a color change is imminent.The sea is swirling left to right today, as if the water’s going against the grain. Flecks of sunshine illuminatethe white of the tumbling waves, flattening as they crumble…a moment of calm as the ocean collects itself.With the wind moving my van, i witness power. As far…

I was attending our annual family outing. Everyone was there; Mom, Dad, both sets of Grandparents…and my dog Fifi. She’d become human: a squat, dumpy girl with big brown eyes, rimmed in black and bloodshot…I walked over to her and said, ” hello…”it had been since 1985 and we had a LOT of catching up…

it was good to feel the rain, after so much pain…the Summer is gone and you’ve passed onwe never got to say goodbye…..an Autumn day walking through the leaves in our yard, we stood right there by the fire last year…Glad for our time, so glad we kissed…i missed you everyday. Every second of every…

i think i might be Jesus… I AM a living sacrifice. My every thought, action, intention is monitored and managed by some cosmic force that i have no control over…Who put me here and why? I was happy where i was: with only ‘ nothing ‘ to worry about. No one to tell me i’m…

Find an interest, then throw yourself into it they said. OCADHDHDACO I’m still trying to clear my headenough to start looking for my Self. Books on my shelf, music til i’m dead, nature hasn’t stopped me yet: writing the self-destruction, healing the death of life…my matter does not matter. By morning i’ll have lived a…

I needed the oxean today…to remind me why i haven’t yet slipped away in the night…With the tumbling of every wave i see that it’s a xyxle, just like life…The roxks are only detritus of the motion of the forxe…fated to pixk up roots and land over there somewhere…..All the lives of all the people…

In a black hole and being smeared sideways. Pulled left, right, and backward into a dark unwell.The unknowing of everything i do: the undoing of everything i know. The Helling of Heaven…How do you pull back? To gain some momentum, an upper-hand in this losing battle.I’m every Indian the settlers are shooting the heads of.…

The sky is blue. I wish i was the sky. Blown to bits with her billowing clouds floating under my face;Blew, and not through. Threw a fit and spit out civilizations onto her perfect breadths. Widening quickly, spinning warped circles we blend; twisting oblate as we spend our axiis time-long. Shooting off nebulae in our…

[ Always cover your mouth when you cough. Ghosts catch cold too. ] ” AAACHOOO!!…..” ” ( bless you ) “” AAACHOOO!!…..” ” ( bless ya ‘gain, nex’ tahmm yer on yer own ) “” AAAAAcHHOOOOOOO!!!! ” ” ( Holy Shit Tommy! do ya have a cold??? WTF!! ) “ ” Ugh! sorry…Yeah, the other…

What’s up there? Straight up as far as you can possibly see, from wherever you’re standing right now. In the daylight, the naked eyecan see farther than you’d think. Let it stretch. Notice the outer layer of your eyeball. See the fluid and the beings that swim there.Around them are their siblings and playmates, tumbling…